theory of relationship

         what should i called the distance between you and me, how could i measure it. at least not from any means of matriculation system, can it be measure in meter's, .
         can theory of relativity tells me relative distance between you and us, when i am approaching towards you but you moving backwards. when i was statically waiting for you but moving ahead, leaving  me.  light's speed can be beat up by yours. Are you  traveling with speed of light, then why you  seems invisible.        while watching a short movie one of the character said," it takes time to forget someone, but also takes same amount of time to generate that for some one else.
   can time just be measure in hours, minutes or days or years. Is there is a different time when someone wait , take more time when we are gloomy. if it is not then why it seems time endless when we wait. Then for how long years i have to wait.
    Don;t know but today feeling like to ask Einstein about his theory  of relativity regarding relationship  to ask Newton for his action reaction equation, why there not always equal and opposite reaction , why some people remain silent , despite collision of thoughts, dear science you are still need to learn a lot from human heart, there wishes.
       "The fault, dear Brutus, is not in our stars but in over selves that we are underlings"
[Shakespeare, in Julius Ceaser]

a page from my diary

     27, jan. morning 6:39 am

  Happiness haven't any specific form, sometimes it comes in such a manner , moment that we don't realize it. even a smile on our face due to any reason is also a measure of it. so life is not that bad as i usually think , it gives when we stop desiring.  Greed can be of any type not just of materialistic things but can also be of happiness, desire to love, to be loved. 
"life hai chalta hai, sab kuch to nhi milta na "
             okey, the way , in the manner i expect i didn't get, but in those unsuccessful  things there lies  little happiness, just i didn't understand . the dream i wave about life , life is not like that. it is complicated when i think it is simple and when i take it as simple it turns complicated. 
There is a thing called hope, but expectation is quite different thing, it hurts because usually not happen what we expect for. only expectation is ruining.
so if we leave things to expect ,. means to do only work without expectation , then result might be get better,.
as from Bhagavad Gita
            " karmanye aadhikarste maa phaleshu kadaachana"

need to read geeta also, as well as "autobiography of a yogi".
there are a lot of thing in our life , that we want to do, but-even we also know this we don't do that, we will not. may be just because we accustomed in our usual routine or procrastination nature or may be we can't see over self to get do all thing which we desire for,  someday suddenly that desire comes in such  intensity that we do without thinking.
        as someday, suddenly i text them and tell her what i had been feel for them. but what of it now, something will be like dream only.

 When we change our point of reference we find things easier and attractive, that is why we like other's life, may be i am wrong. i like myself when i write because I am different when i write, i turn completely isolate, this is exactly the way what i likes in reality, i felt  myself like an incomplete average boy who have his small problems of life to be worried about, who have little dreams,who have crush upon on someone but didn't tell them, just tell them when they left, an a average boy, who have all the weakness , but still we can have sympathy with him, because in his pain pain , haplessness we reflect our-self also. in a way we all have  such an average, simple person , who have small problems, small hopes and  may be special one to crush upon and the same thing nobody to say all these, so taking  help of writing. .now tell me who is writing this, seems a part of ourself only.
incomplete i am ,. little little i am, but not copmlete, 
as a song "thoda hai , thode ki jarurat hai"

       this is a page from my diary, no any editing just some sentences have cut as it may bore readers a lot. this is what exactly i write just to heal myself, console myself.