1. Letters:
There was a night when i wrote letters to you, it felt like soft hammering, as if with every word a hammer was striking .I coudnt complete even a single letter. But In morning i found a heap of uncompleted letters.
2. Body:
Those days when you were exploring my body and i was stupidly dreaming you to love me divinely.
I lied, those days never had came.
3.Vanish:
Some characters from my life have suddenly vanished in thin air, silently as they came they leaved . Now i search them in my old writings.
4.Praise:
One day someone praised of my writings, i felt proud and tried to write more better. Since then i coudnt write anything good.
5.Darkness:
I sit in the dark, and it is hard to figure out which is worse, the darkness inside or the darkness outside .
6.Washed letter:
While i was writing a love letter in chalk on your house wall, you came with your lover. Suddenly rain washed all writing .
7.Permanent:
I f anything was permanent ever that was the admiration i did years ago, without knowing you.
Thus i don't wanna know you.
8.Remember:
She: do you ever remember me.
ME: I only remember you in the days sadness and night of insomnia.
But coudnt tell her every night of mine is insomniac and every day is sad.
9.Answer :
After struggling for 12 years i finally gather courage and tell her, I have crush on you.
when i look for any answer , she said i knew it from first day and have answer from that day. "You and I are cannot live together, not because of you , not because of me, but we are just beyond time."
10.Voice Echoed:
I was sitting in the park and reading a fiction novel, slowly failing in love with the characters . suddenly they appear across me, i tried to touch them but they disapear .A voice echoed then "we come like this only, and disapear "
Next day, when i was at her home, and stretch my hand for handshake , same voice echoed. since then i never touched her.
11.Outfits:
She said: Good outfits, looking handsome.
I smiled and said i look pretty wearing cloth of sorrows.
12.Vicious circle:
It was all over, but one day someone met, our gaze fixed to each other, she was smiling and i was afrading. She read that in my eyes and ask why you scaring.
I coudnt tell her that , again vicious circle of dreaming, insomniac night and writing have starts.
13.Rain:
She exclaimed cheerily- Wow...! its raining.
I looked into my teared eyes rather then outside and said exhaustively- Yeah, raining here also.
There was a night when i wrote letters to you, it felt like soft hammering, as if with every word a hammer was striking .I coudnt complete even a single letter. But In morning i found a heap of uncompleted letters.
2. Body:
Those days when you were exploring my body and i was stupidly dreaming you to love me divinely.
I lied, those days never had came.
3.Vanish:
Some characters from my life have suddenly vanished in thin air, silently as they came they leaved . Now i search them in my old writings.
4.Praise:
One day someone praised of my writings, i felt proud and tried to write more better. Since then i coudnt write anything good.
5.Darkness:
I sit in the dark, and it is hard to figure out which is worse, the darkness inside or the darkness outside .
6.Washed letter:
While i was writing a love letter in chalk on your house wall, you came with your lover. Suddenly rain washed all writing .
7.Permanent:
I f anything was permanent ever that was the admiration i did years ago, without knowing you.
Thus i don't wanna know you.
8.Remember:
She: do you ever remember me.
ME: I only remember you in the days sadness and night of insomnia.
But coudnt tell her every night of mine is insomniac and every day is sad.
9.Answer :
After struggling for 12 years i finally gather courage and tell her, I have crush on you.
when i look for any answer , she said i knew it from first day and have answer from that day. "You and I are cannot live together, not because of you , not because of me, but we are just beyond time."
10.Voice Echoed:
I was sitting in the park and reading a fiction novel, slowly failing in love with the characters . suddenly they appear across me, i tried to touch them but they disapear .A voice echoed then "we come like this only, and disapear "
Next day, when i was at her home, and stretch my hand for handshake , same voice echoed. since then i never touched her.
11.Outfits:
She said: Good outfits, looking handsome.
I smiled and said i look pretty wearing cloth of sorrows.
12.Vicious circle:
It was all over, but one day someone met, our gaze fixed to each other, she was smiling and i was afrading. She read that in my eyes and ask why you scaring.
I coudnt tell her that , again vicious circle of dreaming, insomniac night and writing have starts.
13.Rain:
She exclaimed cheerily- Wow...! its raining.
I looked into my teared eyes rather then outside and said exhaustively- Yeah, raining here also.
14.Lie:
One day she was reading poems from my diary, she asked for whom you write all these.
I looked in her eyes for a moment and said "No one"
and lied that every writing of mine belongs to you only.
15.Curse:
When we last meet, she cursed me that i would forget every memory of her.
I was smiling on my intelligence that i have already written a lot about her in my diary , by reading them i would reconstruct those memories.
At night when i picked up my diary, it was empty.
One day she was reading poems from my diary, she asked for whom you write all these.
I looked in her eyes for a moment and said "No one"
and lied that every writing of mine belongs to you only.
15.Curse:
When we last meet, she cursed me that i would forget every memory of her.
I was smiling on my intelligence that i have already written a lot about her in my diary , by reading them i would reconstruct those memories.
At night when i picked up my diary, it was empty.
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